Where in your life are the doors opening and where are you too busy knocking on the closed doors?
Last year, I started to notice how I was trying to create something with another that just wasn’t transpiring how I would have liked.. I was knocking on a door that just wasn’t opening very easily. It didn’t matter how much I desired it to be, I realized I was trying to force something that just wasn’t in alignment with me. Yes, I realized where I was trying to go was in a different resonance than with the other. I wasn’t resonating with this other person so we could not come together so easily.
As I came to terms with what was occurring, rather than trying to push my way or moving out of my alignment to meet the other, I stopped. I chose to sit with myself and surrender to what is; after I released my disappointment and attachment, I allowed it to do its course – acknowledging myself and truth and the truth of the other. I noticed that this acceptance of what is, gave me peace and I felt no need to place blame on the other or myself. I could look at them with eyes of love, knowing they were doing their best and so was I, we were both being authentic. It was a big revelation for me because so many times in the past, I held onto disappointments and stayed attached to what I desired leaving me feeling deep disappointment and frustration. It felt so wonderful to let go!
Days went by and I decided to notice which doors open easily in my life; who is energetically calling me and saying come on in, where do I feel ease, resonance and joy and which door were calling me to explore. Where could I fully show up and feel another or a situation moving with me, feel a mutual understanding. In the following days, I started to look at all areas of my life and truly take notice of which doors were not opening easily and choosing to move on to another path where the sun is shining, people are smiling and the door is wide open saying welcome.